Black Vs White

I am so disappointed with you, yet I want our friendship back. I doubt you even realise that it's on the edge of breaking. Either that or you care too little to ask. Don't expect me to give in again and again.

Damn.

I'm stalking my friend's best friend on Facebook. *whisper: he's so cute! How come I didn't notice that before?!*

And I am procrastinating a lot. Argh.

Feeling sucky, lazy and sleepy. Zzzz... Oh and I don't think I want to post about Space Tunnel anymore. *some reasons*

Pardon me for being so down lately.

All I want right now is to run back home.

I'm looking for a breakaway. If I can just disappear for a week...


I woke up this morning feeling very enthusiastic to go and settle my police report and get my bank card done so that I can withdraw money again.

Then the lady at the bank told me I cannot do anything without my IC. Great. It ruined my entire mood. I didn't even want to go to RedBox (CJ invited me yesterday) anymore.

So I was feeling wasted, useless, down, sluggish and I ended up falling asleep and waking up only to fall asleep again. And yea, I was all alone, miserable in my dorm. So much for wanting to get started on my revision. (I haven't touched my Calculus for days!!!) In short, I was just feeling very sucky the entire morning.

And then Jian Wei came and made my day!! *smiles* Yeaps, he dropped by and chatted with me and Liz, and man was that refreshing! I'm so gonna miss you, Jian Wei! Thanks for always making my day! It's such a waste I didn't get to know you earlier... =(

Ok so now, my mood is slightly up, and yea, I'm gonna kick some Calculus ass!
Oh yea, pictures on Space Tunnel up soon!

*Clay Aiken - On My Way Here*

Space Tunnel - So very done!!!
Exhausted. Fun. Sleepy. Updates soon!

Now let me take a breath first......

Two events down!! The ICS week - Toastmasters managed to get 79 juniors coming for the introductory meeting! I'm just hoping more than half out of that 79 will actually register.

And, the InPro (Inter Program) Frisbee is over!!! After days of having trainings nonstop - frisbee then dance -now I can finally relax a little. ^_^

Oh yea. The girls team, led by me (poor juniors, sad case) actually won as 2nd runner up. ^_^ As for how many teams competed, you don't really need to know that. XD XD

The girls and mua. ^_^

Nevertheless I'm just taking it as an experience for the juniors and myself as well. (I suck at the games, seriously)

But but but, we all love our ATU guys team cause they actually won the game and emerged as champions!! *dances around* Yeaps, they are hot and we love them. XD

The guys we all love.

Okay I like this one because I didn't notice that guy over there smiling at the camera until just moments ago and ended up LOL-ing at it. XD

Ah this is us - frisbee players cum cheerleaders.

Guys spectators cum cheerleaders. LOL

You see the sesat one over there? That's the ever so enthusiastic Sonia who's in charge of our welfare *laughs* and water and cheerleaders. XD

The greatest thing happened to me today. Eh wait. *checks the time* No, it was yesterday.


Guess what? I lost my wallet. And every single damn thing inside.


ARGH!! A lesson for myself, no more wallets when it's frisbee time. Right now, I have basically nothing. NOTHING. No cash, no bank card, no IC, no license, nothing. How great is that? So I'm going to have to be a parasite for a couple of days. Yes, I was reprimanded too for being so awfully careless. Sigh. It's actually my first time losing my wallet. Can you believe I actually lost it??


Aside from that, I am tired and sleepy, I think I screwed my Physics quiz yesterday, and am going to screw Calculus quiz 2 today, AND I have a coin to design for my civilization class today as well, which is what I am trying to do right now-looking for information. Oh and we had our introductory meeting for Toastmasters yesterday and man, the mistakes we made!!!! So damn paiseh. Although the feedbacks from the juniors were very encouraging. ^_^ I haven't seen so many people in a Toastmasters meeting for a very long time.


So yea, things haven't been going very well, and my mood has been going downhill too. Along the way, some people pissed me off, plus my monthly hormone changes - you can't really blame me for that. =P


Amazingly, I get more depressed over Calculus than losing my wallet. The only thing about losing my wallet is the hassle of making a report, redoing my IC, getting another bank card, my license, and the thought of that 60 bucks flying away just like that. Calculus does so much more than all that to make me sad. XD


So anyway, I'm just trying to look on the bright side of everything. I'm happy to be in Space Tunnel, I am happy to be in the Inpro Dance, I am well, not too happy, but at least I am working out and satisfied with the juniors when I am playing frisbee, I am happy with Toastmasters, and everything else except for Calculus. The only thing is, I am getting 4 hours of sleep per day, practices everyday ( frisbee and dancing - working out everyday yes) and falling asleep in almost all my classes. I have tried my best to stay awake ok.

Coffee doesn't work anymore. Not even when I take two cans in the afternoon, and another at night.

So anyway, I was browsing through my pictures in my laptop yesterday, (yes in the middle of Calculus and C++ and whatnot) and I remembered something.

Okay here goes, from the senior to the juniors - how to enjoy your life in INTEC/Cemara/Akasia. *credits to Mei Yueh (niahahaha)*

1. SAT scores are not everything. *grins* Yes, there are people getting almost full scores, but really, it's like that one lah. XD If you ask me, throughout the whole Fall07, my SAT scores are always in the same range. So, don't frus. Still, study! =P

2. The swing (oh my favourite).

Okay lah, this is not the swing, but its the same playground. ^_^

When you are stressed (cannot help it one) play the swing. And the see-saw. Oh, not the ones at Akasia though. Those are not playable. =P

3. Find kaki-movies. Best if they come with cars. XD

4. Play the snooker at Cemara. Really, try it out.

5. Find people to bully. (Okay in my case, I am the one being bullied) No lah, find nice people. Oh and a suggestion - waterguns and balloon hammers... Oops. *grins*

6. Sleep in the library, on the floor. Yeah, go ahead. It's especially nice when there's no one around.

I've always wanted to say this, "Inilah muka budak Stanford!!!!" *proudproud*

7. Gatherings. Okay I hope everyone knows this. Birthday parties, festivals, whatever. Pizza parties are good. ^_^

8. Do crazy things. Be spontaneous. For example, get the guys some roses on Valentines (oh watch them blush XD), play with fireflowers. And a lot more other things. Excuse me, no breaking rules ok.


9. Do stuff for other people, surprises, whatever. If that person is far away, (example, in the States) ship it all the way there, no problemo. XD


10. Find yourself a partner to do things with. *calls out for Mei Yueh*


11. Oh and yes, frisbee!! Try it out, it's fun and addictive! Good for Summer Sem. XD

Oh the memories. ^_^ It was one fantastic year for me.

Yes yes Yuinyi on the rise!! Yuinyi will assemble her own army and attack THAT land of San San!! Niahahahaha!! I'll be Queen then! WBC will rule the world!!!

Okay you can ignore that. Inside joke inside joke. Of course I won't dominate the world. =P If I do, everyone will be bimbos and dumbos.

Current status : Tired, not happy, not sad, not excited.

By the way, someone bought a DSLR camera and made me so damn jealous!!! I'm now on a mission!! *determined*

Upcoming events : Frisbee InPro, Space Tunnel, ICS week, Dance for InPro closing ceremony, aaaaannnd LA week. *runs around madly* At least the IE club meeting is over, which means one thing less to worry about. *fuh* I've been forgetting the meetings I have to attend. And boy am I glad that quite a number of juniors turned up for frisbee!!!

Oh yes! Going to find Bubu this weekend! Yay! How great!!! And will finally get to get a taste of Klang Bak Kut Teh. ^_^

Alright, tomorrow Calculus quiz *fingers crossed*.

I think coffee's my best friend again.

Man, I am so freaking tired. Just wanna blog cause I finally got my internet connection back!! Yesh!!!

And I am so so so happy to say that I'm in the Space Tunnel Project again this year! Remember the planets me and Mei Yueh did? *grins* I'm still proud of them okay!! It's bringing back a lot of good old memories from last year. ^_^ Seeing the juniors so enthusiastic (240 juniors actually signed up for the event omg) makes me happy as well!! About 40 plus juniors are doing the Solar System, last year only three of us did (yes, I'm doing the Solar System again!!). LOL Although it's dead tiring, it's gonna be worthwhile. Muahahaaha!

And I have another few more projects coming up. *sigh*

I totally have no idea how I got myself so much stuff to do in the first week of semester itself. Not yet plus Calculus2 leh!! And Physics, and C++ (omg), and whatever.

Right now, I'm going to bed, or maybe I'll look at my Calculus book for a while, before my body system shut down. *yawn*

P/s: I'm still excited about Space Tunnel!!

Hello peeps!!!

Blogger - something wrong. I've been trying to update my blog for days. I can't seem to upload any photos. I can only have words. So words I give you. ^_^ Do I sound like a crackpot?

Okay, so anyway, it's been a week, again. I would say I'm doing fine. Fine. FINE. Okay I'm just trying to keep my happy mood up alright? I've been rotting at home. Fussing over Bleach (I'm so left behind!!). Fussing over which university to apply to. Getting fat. Omg, I am so getting fat!!!! Sheesh! For one week, no sports, and everyday I wake up, turn on my laptop, eat, sleep, tv, laptop, sleep. You see, you see, how to not get fat???

Argh. I need to work out. Soon. *grins*

But it's Fall already!!! Man, it's gonna get so busy. Cal2 Cal2 Cal2! I'm gonna kick some a** I tell you!! Oh yea, I am ready!!

NOT.

Huhu~

I don't know if I'll ever wake up from summer. There you go, pamper me with summer, and I'll get as lazy as a pig. Pray I don't screw my CGPA. Three more semesters and I'm going off. T-H-R-E-E. Gosh, time really flies. Now I'm gonna be a senior. Omg. Sounds so old. Nevertheless, I'm really eager to see those new innocent faces! Niahahaha!! Ah, makes me think of those times when I just came into Intec. XD

Now, my mission - pass Cal2. Save money (okay, can spend on movies - Dark Knight!!!). Work out. Survive!!


Man, my nose. I've been sneezing for the past few days. *sniff sniff*