I am simply amazed by my ability to forget things.
It seems that each time I go back home for the weekends, I come back to Cemara with at least one thing left behind.
This time, it's my room keys.
OF ALL THINGS!!!!!
Whadahell.
Why am I doing things that are making me unhappy?
Why am I so foolish?
Why won't you see?
I'm crying. But no, you won't see. You are seeing so many things, that you don't see me anymore.
And Happy Birthday. =)Perhaps it's the stress. Or something else. I don't know but I am not feeling entirely happy.
No, not sad. Just, not all happy.
Or maybe this is what happens when you get too happy the weeks before thinking that it's just going to be like that for sometime, *animated pink penguin doing the bimbo dance, with yellow and orange flowers on the background, bimbo music playing* and then *poof* all the overhappiness is gone. And suddenly everything is so.. colourless.
For some reasons, I miss the Bitches. Some of my happiest moments were with you guys. =) Really want to have a farewell bbq thing for Waye Young. Or just to spend some time laughing again.
Assignments and tests and quizzes aren't making me feel any better. I thought I was tired when I did not get enough sleep. But even with enough sleep, I still feel tired. Headaches. Sick of myself.
I love company. But not when I feel ignored and stupid. And useless. Or maybe I am just spoilt.
(Wow someone from the American Embassy is on a tour at the Intec Library. =P Oh yes, I am onlining at the library because no one told me and Foong Yi that there was no Physics Lab today and so I have to stay and wait for the next bus which is at 11.30. *sigh*)
I am not sad. I am just not happy. Maybe I shouldn't get TOO happy always. So that I won't feel down when my happiness meter is pointing back to normal again.
(Elizabeth says : Happy thoughts, happy thoughts! XD)
On a brighter note. I can finally get some proper, nice, relaxing weekend. No tests next week. Not yet anyway. =)
And CJ offered to DHL my stuff for me, thank you so much!!! =)
I'm looking forward to a better week. Hopefully it WILL be a better week.
I'll be happy and smiling. XD
Pardon me for the lack of updates.
I'll probably not blog until the urge comes back.
And it's a crazy month. I hardly have time to poop. Okay Literature is fun. But tough too. Hmm. No really, I enjoyed the class. And I am not writing this to make Mr Kamal happy, in case he drops by (he said he reads his students' blogs). =P
I don't think I need to state how many tests and quizzes I'll be having next week to tell you how busy I am already.
Anyway, that aside, I'm wishing everyone a Happy Belated Valentine's. XD And to everyone whose birthday falls on this month - Shirleen, Li Xuan, Cedric, Sonia, Qam, Waye Young, Charlene, Hafidz Queen Bitch and whoever I missed out, Happy Birthday! XD I Love you all!
And now I need to pack up and go back to Shah Alam. (I had to come back to Melaka because I left my adapter here. How smart right.)
So, let's survive this babeh!
