Black Vs White

Perhaps it's the stress. Or something else. I don't know but I am not feeling entirely happy.

No, not sad. Just, not all happy.

Or maybe this is what happens when you get too happy the weeks before thinking that it's just going to be like that for sometime, *animated pink penguin doing the bimbo dance, with yellow and orange flowers on the background, bimbo music playing* and then *poof* all the overhappiness is gone. And suddenly everything is so.. colourless.

For some reasons, I miss the Bitches. Some of my happiest moments were with you guys. =) Really want to have a farewell bbq thing for Waye Young. Or just to spend some time laughing again.

Assignments and tests and quizzes aren't making me feel any better. I thought I was tired when I did not get enough sleep. But even with enough sleep, I still feel tired. Headaches. Sick of myself.

I love company. But not when I feel ignored and stupid. And useless. Or maybe I am just spoilt.

(Wow someone from the American Embassy is on a tour at the Intec Library. =P Oh yes, I am onlining at the library because no one told me and Foong Yi that there was no Physics Lab today and so I have to stay and wait for the next bus which is at 11.30. *sigh*)

I am not sad. I am just not happy. Maybe I shouldn't get TOO happy always. So that I won't feel down when my happiness meter is pointing back to normal again.

(Elizabeth says : Happy thoughts, happy thoughts! XD)

On a brighter note. I can finally get some proper, nice, relaxing weekend. No tests next week. Not yet anyway. =)

And CJ offered to DHL my stuff for me, thank you so much!!! =)

I'm looking forward to a better week. Hopefully it WILL be a better week.

I'll be happy and smiling. XD