Black Vs White

Okay I know i am having my Math paper on Thursday. It is 4.30 a.m and i am just taking off 10 minutes, or maybe 15 minutes of my precious time to release some stress alright? Can someone feel the stress coming out from me? XD

Now, just when I am starting to feel all positive, bad news just have to come pouring down on me. First of all, I realised that I have been dumb (I promised not to call myself stupid, and dumb is a LITTLE different from stupid I guess) enough to overlook the tiny part in Language Awareness on Adverbial Phrases. I know I have gone through it but for some smart reason, I didn't know it is called Adverbial Phrases. For those who have no idea what the hell I am crapping about, forget it. You don't wish to know.

Then I found out that there is no way I am getting my 3.5 for my CGPA. There's nothing that I can do about it anymore. It's driving me insane. I don't understand the system. I feel.. useless.

Now all I am trying to do is maintain my scholarship.

Don't I sound desperate enough?

Since I can't reach my 3.5, someone tell me, what exactly is the point of taking the SAT II exams? Why would I want to waste my one month holiday to struggle through three subjects?
I am still not sure what to do with myself.

For a moment, I even got so demotivated that I couldn't see the point in studying for my Math paper anymore. You see, I won't be able to get an A- even if i obtain full score in that paper. So tell me, what is the point?

*sigh*

Anyway, I really shouldn't be complaining. I was just being cheered up by some wonderful people earlier on. I was called Doralyn or Hana or whatever character in Doraemon. XD To those people (if you guys are reading this, you would know) thank you! Plenty of other people have been telling me to cheer up too. Thank you thank you. Oh gosh, now I feel so sorry for complaining. What the hell is wrong with me?!

Okay, in order not to waste their efforts, I should get a grip on myself. *smacks myself* Alright alright, I am getting a grip! See I am smiling! =)

I'm going to start working on my Math again. Although I can't get even an A-, it's the only subject that I feel I can at least work on.

So,

Ciaoz!

Anybody reading this must be thinking, "what on earth are you doing here when you are having exams this week?!"

I am wondering the same thing as well. *shoots myself* I know I've mentioned in a previous post that I might not be able to blog so much. I guess I didn't really mean it. XD Ever since I have started blogging, I've sort of gotten addicted to it. Oh help me!

Anyway, we had our Theology and Philosophy exam today. I gotta say that I sort of screwed it up, despite memorising the facts like hell the last night. So, you can imagine how I was feeling by the end of it. And sorry girls, no offense but after the exam, Sanddy, Pui Yin and Foong Yi were talking about it all the way to the bus and Mei Yueh and I didn't really feel like talking about it so we sort of parted ways with the girls. Sorry girls for not informing about where I disappeared to. XD My bad.

So me and Mei Yueh ended up in SACC Mall. To have Nandos which was supposed to cheer us up. The chicken really did sort of got me distracted. It was fantabulous. And soon we were feeling all positive. ^_^ I mean, what is the worst that could ever happen to us?? I know my GPA for mid term is damn pathetic but hey I don't think it would be so bad to the extend that my scholarship will taken away from me. And if the scholarship is really taken away from me, it would be God's will and God might have better plans for me. I wouldn't die, would I? =) Now, am I a Buddhist or a Christian? I am confused about my identity. XD

Sounds like a bunch of nonsense? Nevermind, I think I am just feeling a little too positive. Guess what, we even managed to make someone's day! That made me even happier! =) Okay I think anybody reading this will really think that I am out of my mind and am talking a whole load of crap.

Go ahead. I know I sound cranky.

It's exam week and I am blogging. As I have said, I got a lil addicted. Plus, the connection here isn't always available! I must grab the opportunity to go online when it is good! It is really rare for it to be okay at this time. Understandable laaahhh...

Three more days of exams. Four more subjects. I can't wait for it to be over. Then I can head back to good old MELAKA!!! And the best part is, Kate, Sanddy, Foong Yi, and Sabrina will be going too! Then we will proceed to Muar! Oh then maybe they can meet dear Michelle, Shirleen and Mei Mae! Jas will be still in KL of course.. You know what, I have a feeling it will be great. *excited*
I'll be posting on that so do look forward!

Now i shall continue with Language Awareness.

*mumbles: present perfect tense, passive voice, adjective clauses, articles..*

Guess what? The SAT results are out. Finally. And heck i was so anxious to see it. No, i was not NERVOUS, just anxious. I was waiting for the time to come.

And guess what?

I couldn't find my scores.
That's right. I CAN'T find it. It's not online.

*screams*

You know i panic easily. This sort of thing could have caused me to have a heart attack. Right now, i feel so desperate. Everyone already knows their results, except for ME. *cries* Someone tell me what to do!

Heck, i guess i'll just have to chill and forget about it. It might just be out next week. Mei Yueh is right. I have to chill.

*chilling*

Anyway, we had a gathering at KFC Plaza Alam Central today. A treat from Ms Syaza and Mr Redza. ^_^ The guys even performed. Except for SOME guys who didn't turn up because they are probably cracking their heads out trying to study theology. *roll eyes* Sorry for having no pics. I'm too lazy.

Right. Now i gotta go prepare my book review presentation. It's TOMORROW!

*runs off*

I am stressed. It's 3 in the morning.

Don't ask. I'm just trying to chill.

Tomorrow is math test. No, correction: TODAY is math test. And my math sucks. *sigh*

Anyway, let's not talk about that.

We had a party in class yesterday. *smiles* Everyone didn't expect to have so much fun during writing class, except for maybe a few people like Hafidz and Mei Yueh. No one saw it coming. Not even me. XD

Ta-daaa!!! Boston Rocks!

Mmmm.. this one is mine!

This one is mine too! No, I'm not so greedy to take BOTH! I let Sanddy have the one with the strawberry. ^_^

Open up! AAAHHHHhhhh....

Poor guys. No cake to eat? X( It's no wonder you guys are so skinny!!! XD Did JK take your shares?

Party was great, everyone was happy, even those who did not get a piece of cake to eat. Boston is great. Thank you!
Oh gosh, i'm going to miss all these so much!!

Right. I took approximately half an hour to do this. So much time wasted. Should be working on my MATH! But hey, everyone needs to chill, especially me. XD

(Sanddy is complaining. She wants to sleep. XD)

Ciaoz!

The freaking connection in Cemara. I totally hate it. I've been trying to sign in to blogger the entire night! Finally. Hah!

Yea, anyway i am back in Cemara. *sigh* I am missing home already! XD How come i didn't miss home as much during the beginning of the semester? Seems like my senses finally came running back to me telling me that Melaka is still the best. That's where my comfy home is!! Good old Melaka. Anyway, my dad was so very kind today, he fetched me all the way from Melaka to Shah Alam. He even brought me to Midvalley before dropping me off at Cemara. Thanks dad! <3>

Ah! I have finally finished watching One Litre of Tears. Took me such a long time although it has just 11 episodes. It's a good one. Recommended by me to everyone who's interested. =P To the fella who claims he is L, can i have the special part too? Please.. XD

Tomorrow
1.OC Presentation
2.Math quiz

*screams*

I didn't know there's a quiz tomorrow. What the freaking hell. My math has always been not-so-good. I seriously don't need to fail this one. And i dread presentations. A Toastmaster but i just always lose my words when i am in front.*shame* I hope i don't mess it up tomorrow. *fingers crossed*

Finals starts this coming Saturday. I guess i won't be able to blog so often then. What a bad start for my new born baby. I guess my timing is a lil bad. How sad. My beloved bradderrrr will start telling me that his blog has lots of stuff while mine has none. Like i care. This is no competition. XD

That's one cute bacteria. Love it!



It's almost one! Night everyone! Keep your fingers crossed for me! XD

*vanishes*

*waves*

Ah.. My first post in this blog. I just gotta reopen my blog again. I can't stand it anymore. I mean, everyone has a blog! Kate has one, Hafidz has one, Mei Yueh has one, even the fella who claims he is L has one! Oh now my brother has one too! What the heck. How can i lose out? Not to my brother. No way. *bluek*

Nevermind the title. I don't know what's up with me. Suddenly i love black and white. *waves it off*

I don't camwhore. But i love taking pictures. I guess i kinda got it from my brother. A lil influenced by Kate? A lil influenced by dear Michelle too! What the crap. Anyway i feel the need to get a camera. Someone sponsor me! XD


Apparently my sista loves camwhoring. Nvm us.
I know its full of crap.

But


WELCOME to my bloggie! ^_^

*jumps off*