Black Vs White

Lately my emotions haven't been too stable. Probably because of the ending of the holidays and the starting of the new semester. It is all such a mixture of feelings. I'm really eager and excited for the first day of classes. It feels like a new beginning, which means another chance for me to do better and get better grades. And there's the Art class that I am taking. I really miss art lessons.

But! I look at my schedule and I go, "Okay this is a suicide mission. Suicide mission. Suicide mission." Not only is it bad enough that I am taking 18 hours, my schedule is so messed up. I have classes everyday that start at 8 or 9, and end at times between 3 pm and 8 pm. Wow. *dies*

The only thing I am looking forward to is the Art class. I have 5 heavy subjects. This means I will probably break down at least 5 times this semester. At least.

So my classes start at 8 tomorrow. I am trying to figure out how to wake up so early in the morning, especially since for the last one week I have been waking up way past noon everyday. Plus, let's not forget it is still winter!


Also. Today I was just completely pissed off and almost lost my temper. Some people are just too immature, selfish, spoilt, and lazy. And it gets worse when they decide to bullshit all night and not do any work while everyone else is doing something. It was too much tonight and still I kept quiet. And so this is where I suck. A lot of times I wished I have shouted, said what I wanna say, and just lost my temper, but a lot of times, I also didn't.

But that doesn't mean you can try my patience.

Some people need to learn how to shut up if they are just bullshitting and not doing anything while others are doing all the work.



Okay. On a lighter note. This is a conversation between me and Kelvian. Our conversations always amuse me to no end. :)

This is regarding him trying to choose a picture for his display picture on Facebook.

We like to act cute and act like we have a life. ;P

And my life starts/ends tomorrow!