And Happy Birthday. =)Perhaps it's the stress. Or something else. I don't know but I am not feeling entirely happy.
No, not sad. Just, not all happy.
Or maybe this is what happens when you get too happy the weeks before thinking that it's just going to be like that for sometime, *animated pink penguin doing the bimbo dance, with yellow and orange flowers on the background, bimbo music playing* and then *poof* all the overhappiness is gone. And suddenly everything is so.. colourless.
For some reasons, I miss the Bitches. Some of my happiest moments were with you guys. =) Really want to have a farewell bbq thing for Waye Young. Or just to spend some time laughing again.
Assignments and tests and quizzes aren't making me feel any better. I thought I was tired when I did not get enough sleep. But even with enough sleep, I still feel tired. Headaches. Sick of myself.
I love company. But not when I feel ignored and stupid. And useless. Or maybe I am just spoilt.
(Wow someone from the American Embassy is on a tour at the Intec Library. =P Oh yes, I am onlining at the library because no one told me and Foong Yi that there was no Physics Lab today and so I have to stay and wait for the next bus which is at 11.30. *sigh*)
I am not sad. I am just not happy. Maybe I shouldn't get TOO happy always. So that I won't feel down when my happiness meter is pointing back to normal again.
(Elizabeth says : Happy thoughts, happy thoughts! XD)
On a brighter note. I can finally get some proper, nice, relaxing weekend. No tests next week. Not yet anyway. =)
And CJ offered to DHL my stuff for me, thank you so much!!! =)
I'm looking forward to a better week. Hopefully it WILL be a better week.
I'll be happy and smiling. XD
Pardon me for the lack of updates.
I'll probably not blog until the urge comes back.
And it's a crazy month. I hardly have time to poop. Okay Literature is fun. But tough too. Hmm. No really, I enjoyed the class. And I am not writing this to make Mr Kamal happy, in case he drops by (he said he reads his students' blogs). =P
I don't think I need to state how many tests and quizzes I'll be having next week to tell you how busy I am already.
Anyway, that aside, I'm wishing everyone a Happy Belated Valentine's. XD And to everyone whose birthday falls on this month - Shirleen, Li Xuan, Cedric, Sonia, Qam, Waye Young, Charlene, Hafidz Queen Bitch and whoever I missed out, Happy Birthday! XD I Love you all!
And now I need to pack up and go back to Shah Alam. (I had to come back to Melaka because I left my adapter here. How smart right.)
So, let's survive this babeh!
Crap - Joechuleta
Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another CRAP
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this CRAP ain’t goin away, goin away
Sorry, inside joke. =P Why did it seem so funny before this? XD
credits to Joe. *nodsnods*
Eclipse. Beautiful right? (taken by my brother using his Canon Powershot)
Saw it because I decided to wake up and not sleep when Hafidz a.k.a Queen Bitch called. =P
Yuin Yi wishes everyone a Happy Chinese New Year!
Yuinyi's saying thanks to everyone who wished her. THANK YOU for remembering.
Yuinyi is now 19.
This year's was different. I did not have a huge party, just a small one. Some things did not turn out as expected. But this year, I cried on my birthday.
Those who made me cry:
First of all, Waye Young u evil, thanks! That was very sweet of you, for I was feeling really down, and a simple email from you moved me to tears. =)
Thanks Daryl for giving me a ride home, and for calling at night to wish me. You were one of the few who called.
And thanks Kelvian for calling as well.
Then to my best friends, Jas Min and Shirleen, thank you so much for shopping and emo-ing with me (although we weren't supposed to), then bringing me to Xuan Cafe, made a song dedication, and even went up stage to sing me a birthday song. And also for the cakes. And for the moments. (darn I'm in tears again) Really, you girls made it a very special emo birthday. LOL *hugs*
And yes, Kelvin (although you might not see this, or maybe you will, who knows - and although I don't know you well) for bringing me my cake, for the 15% discount, for waiting for the three of us to finish our cakes and drinks, and simply to for working tonight (so I bumped into you at Xuan.) =P
My brother called and wished me. Thanks. For the book as well. =)
And finally, my family. Sometimes I don't know how to say sorry, but I'm sorry Dad, and my two sisters for making you guys stay up despite the fact that Dad was sick. I didn't know you guys actually bought me a cake, waited for me and I didn't come back in time for it. Sorry for disappointing all of you. It made me cry the most. Thanks for everything.. *sobs* I can't put it into words how much that meant.
To everyone else,
Thanks for remembering again. =)
It was a disappointing, emotional, special and in a way, happy birthday.
I'm 19. And still crying.
I am totally sorry for the lack of updates! Here I am again, and I'll probably be gone for a good few more days before I update again. Life's getting busier, again!
So, updates.
1. Birthday party on Saturday was quite a blast, although nothing compared to last year's. But anyway, thanks everyone who came, and those who helped! =) And a little reminder to all of you, my birthday was not on the 17th, it's on the 23rd okay. *grins*
Too bad, no pictures. *sobs*
2. I've got some Korean friends! They're here for some intensive English course and I've volunteered the be one of the conversational partners. Tell me that's cool! =P Koreans are really cute and animated when they try to speak in English. XD Oh yea, and they call me Jo-ni (Joelyn).
3. One tag before I go! By Elizabeth. ^_^
1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smoke?
Totally. I don't really fancy the smell thank you very much, and I don't want to die early. =P
2. How about drinking?
Doesn't matter. But definitely no hardcore alcoholics.
3. Do you like someone you can’t have?
Mr. Kamal just asked us this question in Literature class today! XD Guess what, no one admitted, but I think Mr Kamal was right to say that everyone would have experienced this at least once unless all we do is just STUDDDYYYYYYYYYYY.
4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
I guess it's a yes. I mean, why not?
5. What’s your favourite sport?
I used to LOVE softball (I think I still do) and frisbee I guess?
6. Its Saturday night, and you’re home alone… what do you do?
Erm, go online, watch tv, or just take the car out and pull some friends along with me. =P Really hate staying home on a Saturday night unless there're nice movies on TV.
7. Do you like roller coasters?
YES!! Especially those which go 360 degrees. XD
8. When’s the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
I don't see the need to set a time to have one. LOL It wouldn't be fun and it wouldn't be true that way.
9. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
Hmm I sort of gave up stalking celebrities long time ago. They have complicated lives.
10. What are you doing this weekend?
Going back to Melaka for the CNY!!!
11. What is your favourite restaurant?
Depends on my mood. I guess, the one I visit the most (McD and KFC don't count) would be Sushi King. =P
12. Have you ever hugged someone?
Yeap. Who hasn't?
13. Ever kissed someone you weren’t attracted to?
Erm, on the cheeks, yea? JYI!! XD
14. Do you like anyone right now?
Hmm..
15. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Looks. Hair. =P First impression mahh!
16. Which do you prefer, Beach or Mountains?
Mountains? Because it's cooler. XD
17. What kind of phone do you have?
Sony Ericson!! <3>
18. Computer or Laptop?
Laptop. Can bring everywhere. XD
19. Jeans or Sweats?
Never fancied sweats. So, jeans.
20. Which year(s) has/have been the best so far?
Last year (2007) was probably the best and the worst. =P
21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
19!!! (Note : This coming Friday!)
22. What should you be doing right now?
Taking my nap or studying. Can't help it, had to go online for a while ( and ended up procrastinating everything)
23. What is your favourite TV show?
Uh, don't really follow TV shows anymore. But I still love American Idol and CSI. Just watched Gossip Girl season one halfway, not bad. =P
24. What’s been your last purchase?
Maxis top-up.
25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
Noo... Haiyoh. It's a turn off. =P
26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
Don't remember. I usually fall front first. (INTI KELVIN!)
27. What do you do when you’re at home?
Go online, watch tv, sleep, eat, bathe lah. What kind of question is this?
28. What is your favourite subject?
Used to love math - changed my mind after Calculus. Still love art. Right now, Literature is the best class ever. XD
29. What’s the best thing that’s ever happened to you?
Knowing that there are people who care for me, especially when I am emo. XD
I'm leaving the last question out, because it requires tagging. =P
See yah folks! *can't wait for the CNY break!*
I'm telling you, this time, it's gonna be at least an A-!!!
Mark. my. words. =P
Woot! Had a great time at KBU pickup today. I'm totally hoping to drop by at Sunway's pickup one day but it clashes with Wildcatz's training. T.T
And yes, I am very addicted to the word 'semangated' nowadays. =P
Here comes the rush again. Classes are officially starting tomorrow and I still need to confirm my timetable with my lecturers there are some clashes wth.
Previously I was told that I did not make it into the Chem2 list. When I checked today, I'm in. Wth. My timeteble's just really confusing. I have physics and chemistry at the same time. I think I'm gonna go ask Hermoine for the Time Turner. LOL
Sigh. Emo start.
I am REALLY hoping the Inti people can make it to Melaka on the 17th! <-- take note, Inti biatches! XD
This is seriously gonna be a busy month! T.T
AND I am down with cold. T.T
