10:41 AM

100 plus Aqtiv.

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Regarding the last two posts, I appreciated everyone's comments and advices (some from really unexpected people, thank you!) and wanna thank everyone for showing me that I am not alone. (sings : You are not alone, Micheal Jackson) I was very emotional, but I got better. =)

I'm accepting the fact that YES I am failing Calculus and I might have to retake it next semester. So, whatever it is, if I have to retake, I'll retake. Then take Calculus 3 in Summer. *shrugs*

My last paper was today, C++!

Now I can relax, sleep and go shopping for my mask and if possible my outfit, play more frisbee, and sleep more.

Yay.

Now I'm addicted to 100 plus Aqtiv. It's like really nice, I'm drinking it like drinking water. *smacks self*

6:10 AM

Emotional breakdown

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Everytime she browses through the list of contacts in her phonebook, she realises she doesn't know who to call, who she can talk to, who she can cry to.

If you manage to find her, please let her know, because she's lost.


It's not just about studies anymore. She can't stop the tears from rolling down.

12:05 AM

Doubting herself

Posted by Yuinyi |

edited - cause she stupidly forgot to mention happy birthday Wei Lun!

Current confidence level : Dangerously low.

*RED ALERT*

She has successfully failed her test again. She was happily doing Calculus when she suddenly saw that yellow piece of shit on the table. (Thank you for successfully breaking me into pieces.) And she actually studied so hard for that. She calls herself a scholarship holder? The fact that she only has 2 tests, and the final paper is her last shot didn’t really help as well.

Very few things made her cry since she came here. Calculus is one of them. (stupid right? I know.)

Just a few more days. She has cried enough, felt sorry for herself, felt pathetic, drained of energy from crying, slept. Time to face the world. She doesn’t even have the time to be depressed anymore.

Chosen the wrong path? Definitely. Now she'll just have to live with it. She blames herself for being so stupid and thanks everyone who made her believe she could be an engineer.

*She also wants to wish Nor Fara Ain AND WEI LUN a very happy birthday. ^^*

2:14 PM

Sunglasses and Masks

Posted by Yuinyi |


Deng!

(haha I learnt that from Daryl)

Okay. Finals in... approximately 5 days time. Finishing on WEDNESDAY! Then I can venture out and find my Cinderella story mask for the Majlis Anugerah thingy. Before I headache what to wear (that will still abide to the rules =.=) to go with that.

Can't wait for exams to be over.

I've decided that I won't be working *sigh, no income* because I've been persuaded to join Malaysian Ultimate League, er it's frisbee lah. (although I suck LOL) That means I have to come back every two weeks. Hmm..

Lately I'm again amazed by how small the world really is. I just found out that Fara Ain, my long lost (ok not lost) best best friend knows Hafidz. O.o And then Vanny told me she knows Vinnie. Woo, Vanny knows Vinnie. Rhymes! XD

Happy Birthday in advance, Fara! I doubt I'll be blogging anytime soon, until Finals end. Huhu~
Remember I used to tell you everything? I still have those soft toys you gave me. ^_^ It used to be us - You, me, Vanny - in Standard 6 LOL. So young.

Empirical Report presentation tomorrow. Finally!! After that I'll concentrate on Physics and Calculus and C++. Mugging mugging mugging. =.=

One final random statement: I am getting fat. Again. Chubby face. *screams*


For some reasons, Yuinyi feels very bad and saddened.

1:07 PM

Here's for you!

Posted by Yuinyi |

Okay I am supposed to be studying, totally. I have been procrastinating the entire night and I've only gone through 2 chapters of Calculus. That excludes practices. =.="

And then I remembered. It's 19th!

Which means,

LittleFantasy @ deviantart

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, sis! (another birthday post I know, but can't help it.. XD)


*smacks self* What? I don't have your pic in my lappie??? =.="


Nevermind nevermind. Point is, you're 17! (gosh I used to be that young huhu~) Go get your driving license! XD


And study hard! Form 6 will be tough gal!



Okay. *runs back to Calculus*

3:33 AM

The Other Brother.

Posted by Yuinyi |

Gosh I can finally catch a breath!

I promised myself I'm gonna sleep like a pig and spoil myself sick today before continuing with my studies tomorrow!! XD

One extra reason to pamper myself - Daryl's birthday!!!! (okay that's just a lame excuse for myself but still.. =P)

I know I wished you already but, HAPPY BIRTHDAY khai kor!!! *fireworks* You'd better be happy today or I'll smack your head hard! =P Go pamper yourself or something! *grins*

You know what, I actually don't have any picture with you at all! Omg. What kind of khai kor are you, never ask me to camwhore with you!! And we knew each other for 8 years already? (although officially 3 years plus lolx) XD Next time we take a picture together okay? *reminder to self*

Thank you for everything! All the petrol wasted to fetch me here and there. Oh yes, and the top, really lah, it's nice, I will wear it out! *grins*

Yay! Just promise me one thing.

HAVE A GREAT DAY!! (make sure you do!)



Later : It has been raining a lot lately. As much as I love the rain (it's so cooling!), angry loud scary thunderstorms scare the hell out of me. -__-

*so tired. Nap time!*

12:00 PM

PMR!!!

Posted by Yuinyi |

Somebody smack me because I did not realise it's PMR tomorrow, eh today! And guess what, my sis is taking the exam. And I didn't know it's today.


Not until she told me, that is. I was like, whaattt??


Gawd, my little sister is taking the PMR already! She's 15 already? Seriously speaking I never really thought of her as a Form3 student. She's always at most Standard 6 to me. With her size, with the way she manja around with everyone, seriously 15 already??


I know I sometimes brush you off when you try to manja (and get too annoying), and I hug you less now, but you know I love you right? LOL just don't annoy me too much. XDXD


So anyway honey, ALL THE BEST in your PMR!! It's just PMR but.. don't panic, stay focused, don't worry, read the questions properly, have enough sleep, take BRANDS early morning, yada yada yada...


GOOD LUCK!!

8:40 AM

I Cried Watching Bleach.

Posted by Yuinyi |

Yea I did. Never thought I would. =P


But really, I love this one!! It's much better than "Memories of Nobody"! The fighting scenes are so cool. =P And I've ALWAYS loved Toushirou!!!! He's like so small and yet so COOL (and sometimes cold yet funny)! And that amazing Bankai of his. Oh and he looks really cute when he's young. *aaawww* XD XD

Oh and then there's Kenpachi who's so insanely strong and loves to fight for no reason. I don't even want to mention that drug addict look paired with that super spikey long hair with bells dangling at the end of each spike. And that annoyingly cute Vice Captain of his, the one with pink hair yes. LOL

Did I mention I absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE Renji? I have his pic up on my wall! =P That red long red hair made me fell in love at the first sight!! (when he came to the real world to capture Rukia, gosh I so remember that). I remember how cool it was when he fought with Ichigo when Rukia was in trouble. I'll never forget that! Although he seems to be getting uglier each day (hey is the artist slacking or what?), I still love him!!

(Don't you agree he's hot? XD)

And there's the Captain Commander. That old taicho as Pison puts it. XD Never liked him much. Old guy with again, insanely strong power. With his age (judging by how long his beard is XD), you'll be surprised when he takes off his robes. That super muscular body (and a little too big too), I wonder how he managed to keep it so fit and not turn saggy. Nevermind his forever closed eyes. Made me laugh so much when he opened one eye and peeped during the fight in Diamond Dust. LMAO.
How can we EVER forget Byakuya. Handsome, cool, cold, nice jet black hair, and superb Bankai! Come to think of it, has Ichigo really ever beaten him? Hmm.. Anyways I love it when Byakuya appears. He's always obeying orders and it's so funny sometimes he tries to help so subtly and then buat tak tau because it is somehow against the orders. XD

I also think old guy Urahara Kisuke is seriously so funnily cool. =P He reminds me of a character in Fruit Basket (forgot the name, the dog guy HAHA) And he+catwoman Yoruichi seem to know almost everything. Wonder why he always keeps his hat on (even in the house!!). So scorchingly sunny meh? =P
Ichigo. What else can I say? The what-the-heck-I-don't-give-a-damn-about-rules guy. Tak mati mati eventhough seriously injured already. His power seems to have no limit. XD Main character mah. But seriously his hollow transformation and his Bankai are damn cool!

And you know, most of all I love Bleach because it makes me gasp (with the twists), cry (oh the super touchy moments) and laugh (really stupid and downright funny moments even when things are so serious XD). I love the opening and ending songs. I love the song they play when Ichigo's winning a battle. XD
Of course, the fighting scenes as well.

And all these addiction frenzy starts with me wondering, what could possibly be so nice about an anime called BLEACH (Bleach? cuci baju? LOL) that my brother was so into it??
Oh I so heart it already!
*psst* I think I forgot to mention, but I was actually talking about Diamond Dust Rebellion. XD

6:17 AM

Before I Indulge In C++

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I'm gonna do this tag, since Liz insisted I do it. XD

Rule: each player of this game starts out off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No TAG backs

Okay I'm not gonna elaborate, since C++ is waiting for meee... XD

1) I'm a JPA scholar, I know almost nothing about what's happening around me because I don't read/watch the news. (Heck I didn't know who is Obama until my friend looked at me with that expression on his face and told me =P)

2) I have 6 piercings now. Enough. =P

3) I love C++ but hate it at the same time.

4) Sometimes I think so much, I can't sleep.

5) I always stare at the menu for a very long time whenever I go to a restaurant to eat because I can't decide. (I want to eat everything HAHA)

6) High heels boost my confidence.

7) I like to make-up and look nice whenever I feel like it, even if I'm just going out for mamak.

8) I'm currently addicted to white stuff. White cars, white bags, white shoes, white heels, white whatever.

9) I MUST turn on my laptop everyday, and take a look at facebook and my blog, before studying.

10.) I am looking forward yet dreading the holidays.

11) I almost applied to go to Australia. Imagine if I'm in AUSMAT!!

12) I love Disney.

13) My playlist consists of songs from Elvis Presley and Paul Anka all the way to Greenday and Linkin Park.

14) I don't understand Dota. HAHA

15) I am very malas to find people to tag.

Done! As for who I tag, fact 15 answers it.
Alright, C++!


My deepest condolences to Thanuja and her family. I missed you, only to find out about the news after not hearing from you for such a long time. I wish I could be there for you, like you were for me. Be strong gal.

10:00 AM

I am blogging because..

Posted by Yuinyi |

1. I am totally bored. Nolah, taking a break. =P
2. Daryl asked me why I didn’t update. XD
3. I feel like it?
4. I got tagged by Vanny, but hey Van, I did that tag before lol.
5. Physics. Ugh.
6. I’m so sleepy!!
7. I’m totally bored.

You know it’s funny how I had so much on my mind just now, and when I start typing, I just go totally blank. Hmm.

Anyways since I am here blogging, before I go back to my books, I’m taking the chance to wish Nadira a VERY Happy Birthday!! You're 17!! And keep that mask!! XD

I’ve just watched Freedom Writers again yesterday. Totally awesome. =P

Okay beware, I’m going to whine. HAHAHA

Time’s passing by really fast, again. Three more weeks and it’s finals and then I’m off to being a pig in Melaka. You know what’s bad? Three weeks doesn’t seem enough for me to cram all my Physics, Calculus, C++ and Civilization into that tiny little brain of mine. Can some bio students like expand my brain or something? XD

Heck, look at my timetable for Finals.

25th (Saturday) – Civilization (most probably)
28th (Tuesday) – Calculus AND Physics
29th (Wednesday) – C++

So great right. How the hell am I going to cram Calculus, Physics and C++ in like TWO days?

*sigh*

*end of whines*

Oh wait, and you know what’s really bad? The t-shirts for IE Club will only be ready two weeks from now, because I WAS SO FORGETFUL I forgot to settle it during the holidays (I really thought I had it settled and I can get the T-shirts by next week). *sigh* Someone smack me please, because two weeks from now, everyone will be so busy studying (ME TOO), but I guess I’ll just have to get it done with. What to do, I am so careless. =.=

And then after Finals (I’m gonna finish on WEDNESDAY! YAY, but no yay because it’s such a rush. XD) it’ll be holidays. As much as I want to go back and indulge in whatever nice food in Melaka (oh gosh fatness), and the air con and being able to drive around, it’s gonna be much of a hell for me as well. I’ll be rotting. And getting fat. Oh and working maybe, which I am still contemplating because I wanna go on trips with my friends. =P OH YES, start applying to universities as well! And I’m gonna miss Cemara. Yes, you heard me right. Two months! TWO WHOLE MONTHS!

I love both Melaka and Cemara. Melaka because of all the luxuries I get to indulge in, Cemara because of the non-boring life. HAHA.

Okay this is really the end of my whines today.

I’m gonna go kick some Physics ass!!
(don’t know why, I feel so motivated to study today HAHAHAH)

*bury self in books*

1:56 AM

Say It's Cool. =P

Posted by Yuinyi |

I've been waiting for so long!


I finally got it!!! XD

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