12:05 AM

Doubting herself

Posted by Yuinyi |

edited - cause she stupidly forgot to mention happy birthday Wei Lun!

Current confidence level : Dangerously low.

*RED ALERT*

She has successfully failed her test again. She was happily doing Calculus when she suddenly saw that yellow piece of shit on the table. (Thank you for successfully breaking me into pieces.) And she actually studied so hard for that. She calls herself a scholarship holder? The fact that she only has 2 tests, and the final paper is her last shot didn’t really help as well.

Very few things made her cry since she came here. Calculus is one of them. (stupid right? I know.)

Just a few more days. She has cried enough, felt sorry for herself, felt pathetic, drained of energy from crying, slept. Time to face the world. She doesn’t even have the time to be depressed anymore.

Chosen the wrong path? Definitely. Now she'll just have to live with it. She blames herself for being so stupid and thanks everyone who made her believe she could be an engineer.

*She also wants to wish Nor Fara Ain AND WEI LUN a very happy birthday. ^^*

1 craps:

Liz said...

*hugs*

no you are not stupid. i am stupider.

we shall fight together!!!

*bear hug*

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