Black Vs White

Final results are out. Don't have to ask, my results sucks. As expected.

3.20

I feel like the dumbest person in the whole wide world. Yet, I'm telling you, there'll be people out there getting higher than 3.5 and yet complaining like hell.

Well, I can actually forget about SAT2. And applying this year. It's not 3.5, like I have expected. But it's already Thurday. SAT2 is on Saturday. I might as well just get it over with. Oh bother!

And the applications? I really DON'T KNOW. Some say OSSP is still negotiating with JPA.

*sigh*

Do I sound very devastated? Okay I am not, if you think I am. At least not because of the GPA.

I'm just having some sort of mood swing. I hate it when I blog in such mood. I sound so self-pitying. For your info, I hate self-pity. XD


Whack me.

It's 6.39 a.m and I have not slept yet. I don't know what I have been doing for the past six hours.

I am having problem with my SAT2. I can't do my Math well. I have more problems with Math than Physics. I can't concentrate. And I have not done much regarding my applications. So great.

I am not working hard enough. I need someone to push me. I know I sound very pathetic but I guess I am.

My eyes are half-closed.

SAT2 is on Saturday and I am not well prepared. I just want to get this over with.

Now I shall go to sleep.


*Zzzzz*

I guess all of you already know that I am back in Melaka. After seeing how dead Cemara is.

My brother came and picked me up from Cemara yesterday afternoon. But no, I did not go straight back to Melaka. I know I am supposed to be studying and all, but just to get away from Cemara, I agreed to follow my brother to this Live and Loud concert. It's better than being stranded in Cemara for a whole week, alone.

Anyway, let's talk about the concert. Well, I wasn't really eager to go. In fact, I wasn't even willing to go, if not because of the fact that I wanna go back.

We reached Bukit Kiara Equestrian Park at around 3.30 p.m. The concert was supposed to start at 4.00 p.m. But you all know Malaysian time. It never starts on time.

So we waited and waited and waited. I was beginning to sweat like hell. It was around 4 in the afternoon, so you know how hot it can get. Plus the fact that there were so many people crowding around the main entrance. I have no idea why so many people wanna watch the concert. It didn't sound very interesting to me. Duh. First of all, I knew only a few artists that were supposed to be performing. Secondly, no Lin Yu Zhong! I'd rather be shopping if I could just drive the car off.

Worse, a lady standing behind my brother ACCUSED me of cutting her line. What the freak! Me? Cut her line? Yea right. Ask my friends. I know it's stupid but all my life, I have NEVER cut anyone's line. People cut my line okay. I don't cut people's line! And everyone wasn't even lining up. They were just crowding around everyone else. And this lady was lining up. Haha.

Then, at around 5 plus, we were finally allowed to enter. *sigh*

We walked towards the stage and got a spot that was quite front. Yay. At least I won't be seeing tiny stick people performing.

We waited and waited. It was very hot. The sun was blazing.


At around 6 plus, it began! Out came an artist from Beijing. Everyone was questioning each other. "Who is this? Who is this?"

She may be unpopular, but her voice was good. Then, there's this guy. Okay I forgot his name.

Closer look? He's not bad looking actually.

Then this guy, Jerry something came out and duet with him.

There were several other artists from Hong Kong as well. Okay I don't know any of them. But there's this newbie who just won some Hong Kong talent search competition. His voice was good but I have got no pics of him. X(

She's from Hong Kong too. I heard some fanatic people behind me screaming "Weng Yi! Weng Yi!". So I guess that's her name. Oh there was Guang Liang also. Finally it's some artist I know. He sang "Tong Hua" which really reminds me of 4Sc1. X( And yes, finally a song I know how to sing along with. XD

I started to feel bored. I was bored to begin with.

Then, Ping Guan and Fish Leong. You know, I really hate the name 'Fish'. Why would anyone name themselves "Fish"? XD

Lastly, A-Mei from Taiwan performed. We were leaving by then, so no pics. XD

When we left, it was already 11 plus. We didn't have dinner so we stopped by at KFC along the high way.

We reached home at 3 plus. Dead tired. I had to stay awake through out the whole journey to make sure my brother didn't fall asleep. XD

Seriously, the concert was pretty boring. Probably because I had no friends around me to get me high. =P

Oh my sister just ended her last paper today. Biology. How nice. She can enjoy her holidays. I can't. *sulk*

Now I gotta go back to my book. =(

Yes, like what my title and what Mei Yueh said, Cemara is indeed a dead town. Sigh. If Cemara is a dead town, I can't imagine Akasia and Cendana.

It is so quiet here. And deserted. =( And I wanted to stay for a WEEK!

No way. I changed my mind. I won't be able to survive here. Might as well just kill me off if I were to stay here for so long. ALONE. In case none of you noticed, I hate being alone. Most of the time. I can't survive without friends and family. I think they've become one of my basic needs in life. XD

Anyway, I have done my TOEFL. Oh yes I have. In fact, I just came back from the test centre not too long ago. Almost 5 hours in the freezing room. Brrr... And NO FOOD. Meaning I did not have my dinner. Now feeding on my pathetic Maggi Hot Cup. Don't I sound pathetic enough? Alone, tired, hungry and out of phone credit. =(

Now I have to put all my concentration on SAT2. I hope my mind doesn't drift off to whatever games I am playing.


Oh yes!

CONGRATS to Soon Yi for being accepted into Michigan U! All the waiting was worth it. =) I knew he'd get in anyway. And of course, congrats again to the other seniors as well. Joshua, Bu, Lee Yung, Carolyn, Joanne and everyone else who were accepted.

So nice to fly together. Me want too! *pout*



*screams*

I just spotted a HUGE cockroach!! It was almost crawling up to me!!! Luckily I spotted it first. Before it does me any harm.


Eww.

I got my Facebook! ^_^

I finally decided to check out Facebook since everyone else seem to be using it. It is certainly more fun than Friendster, which has been boring me lately, but sometimes I really get a lil confused. I am new alright?

Nevermind, I'll get used to it soon.

I can't believe it's already the 20th of November!!! Soon, I'll have to sit for my TOEFL, on the 24th! I don't even know how to prepare for it. Oh whatever. And I'll be taking the SAT Subject Tests too.

Gosh, headache headache headache.

And not forgetting the applications. I don't even wanna talk about it. More headaches.

Why can't I just enjoy my 2 months holidays like Hafidz and CJ and the rest? X(

*sigh*


Did I just digress from the topic?

Woot!

I am back from Taiping! Guess what, it was so much fun!! ^_^ I almost didn't want to leave that place.

Soon Yi and Juliana, both from Taiping had been bringing us around Taiping. It was so nice!

First day, we arrived at Kamunting Bus Station and stayed at Soon Yi's house for the night. We had steamboat! Nice! We even saw Soon Yi's adorable baby pics. I'm telling you, he was really cute. LOL.

The next day we went to the Lake Gardens.

Beautiful huh?

We had breakfast there. ^_^

Then the ever famous Taiping Zoo! Hey what are you guys looking at?!

Look! How cute!

I spotted some funny signs. Babi Hutan = Wild PIG?? Isn't it wild BOAR??

Babi Bodoh. LOL.

And that's Soon Yi the 'ITEK'. Do these people know how to spell or not? XD

I love the bird! And the guinea pig! Aren't they adorable?? *lovelove*

After the Zoo, off we go to Maxwell Hill!!

Look at the view from up above!

That's the hall of the house we rented. There're four rooms you know! And it was so cold at night. Brrr...

See how happy they were, jumping on the bridge. I hated bridge jumping, so I just stood aside and watched them jump. XD

Say 'CHEEZZEEE!!' Ah, I caught someone not smiling!

They have really huge hibiscus up on the hill! There are other really pretty flowers too.

Sunset was beautiful.

Dinnertime! Joshua in action!

The outcome : We had canned food for dinner! Looks nice? It was nice, although it was just canned food.

That night was fun. We had our own horror story! *drumrolls* The Curse of The PINK SOCKS! For more info, contact me! XD

We hiked down the hill the next day. My legs are still hurting okay. My fault for not going jogging for so long. X( Still, hiking was fun. It was my first time you know!

Then we visited the Museum.

The long long bicycle! They don't have this in Melaka!

Not this either! Have you ever seen the drains in Melaka so clear?

It's my first time eating square ice-cream. How unique. AND it was really cheap. Only ONE ringgit!Soon Yi brought us paddling. Guess who these two musclemen are? Baby Bu and Soon Yi! Me and Mei Yueh were just sitting in the boat, enjoying the scenery. We are the girls remember? Guys were supposed to paddle. XD

Oh Joshua the hot guy paddling, surrounded by three hot girls!

Everyone was half-dead by then. Rested at Soon Yi's house and the next day, it's time to go back. Aww.. I didn't want to leave!!!

It was really sad to leave cause they are all flying to Michigan in December. Soon Yi kindly reminded me that I might NEVER ever see these people again! *wails* I was almost crying in the bus. X( Do you know what "NEVER" means??

Okay I am happy for all of them seniors. But I won't accept the fact that I might NEVER see them again. No way. When I go to US, I might just fly over to Michigan to find them. I don't care! Or I might go to Michigan!

Alright, that was childish.

Sometimes I wonder if this is good or bad karma. I met such wonderful people only to watch them leave. You know how emotional I can get at times like these.

I am not crying okay!

Have any of you heard Jay Chou's latest song yet? Okay, do you KNOW who Jay Chou is? XD You probably know him because of his JK-mumble-singing style eh?

Mumble or not, I am a fan. =P


But then listen to this one of his latest song! It's called Cowboy On The Run (牛仔很忙) or something. Watch the video.

---->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SVUo0Fk9-0s

Personally I find it HILARIOUS. Even the title of the song itself made me laugh. It is SO not Jay Chou. LMAO when I saw this. Couldn't believe my eyes!

STILL, I like his other songs! ^_^ I'm a fan remember?

So, anyone wanna get me early birthday present? *hinthint* I know it is still 2 months plus away, but I don't mind getting it a little earlier. XD


Oh did I mention I'm going to Taiping tomorrow?? *excited* Will be back only on Sunday!
Don't need to miss me k?

*winks*

I am hurt.

I am sorry for feeling this way. I know I can't really blame you guys. But things did not go the way I wanted it to go okay. I did not meant for you people to start hating her when I showed you people about her. I tried to reason it out with you people. I guess it's no use. First impression always plays a major role.

I do not blame you guys. I just felt a little sting in my heart.

She is my friend. So are you guys.

Emo by BeBz (deviantart.com)

Sorry for feeling this way again. I blame it solely on MYSELF.

Okay I know this is a little late. My sister is probably already sitting for her papers now.

Point is, GOOD LUCK!

Can't believe that I have actually been through it already. Right until this day, I can't bring myself to believe what I got for my SPM. In every major exam I've been through (PTS, UPSR, PMR) I have never cried when I got my results, eventhough most of my friends were having tears in their eyes. But it was one single phone call from my friend telling me that I was one of them who got straight A1s for SPM that made me cry like a baby. X( I just couldn't believe it. I thought I must be dreaming.

I still couldn't believe it.

Back then, I think I must have placed my entire life and soul studying for SPM. Now it seem so trivial. SPM seem so tiny compared to SAT and my damn CGPA. Even when I was in Form 6, the seniors kept saying, SPM won't mean a thing in Form 6. You have to start from scratch. So what exactly is the use of taking the examination? Just to get into a good school or a scholarship?

Not that one shouldn't study hard to it. Just not TOO hard. XD

Still, good luck once again to all who are taking the SPM.

Good luck to my sister!
I'm wishing all the best for you!

I was out partying at a friend's birthday party. And like all of you know, a birthday party comes with a birthday cake. And with birthday cake comes birthday songs and stuff.

So this friend, (I shall not mention names) blew off all the candles after the song, except for the largest one.

Birthday Boy : After I blow off this candle, I will turn 18. Before I do that, I want to say some things to you guys.

So he started saying the things he wanted to say to his friends - thanks and apologies.

Then when it comes to my other friend's (a girl) turn, he said,

Birthday Boy : I didn't really talk to you much, but I knew you through your actions and not your words. (whatever that meant) You said that if I were to say the three words, I must say it face to face. So, I love you. Sorry. (sorry???)

Everyone was like, WHOAA!!! *applause applause*

Was that like the most romantic thing of the era or what? Okay maybe not the MOST romantic thing, but as far as I am concerned, guys of MY batch, they just don't do these things. XD The other girls almost melted.

I mean, he sure has the guts! He said it out loud in front of everyone. And the girl who is also one of my closest friend, is one hot girl. You know what, you are one lucky girl!!

And way to go birthday boy!! You've finally turned 18! XD

As the title suggested, this is just one random post. I am blogging for the sake of killing off some time. You can always not read this. XD

Anyway,

OMG can you believe it? I finally finished the last and final book of the Harry Potter series!

I know, I know I took a freaking long time. Don't need to reprimand me. I was just too caught up with maintaining my CGPA, SAT, TOEFL, and whatever kay. I was actually half way through it when I just stopped and left the poor book on my desk until yesterday. And yes, I know I was supposed to be studying for my SAT II but it was hard to resist temptation. The book was calling out to me..!!

So yeah, I am finally done with that book. Can't believe how many people actually died in the story though. Sad.

Anyway! I am feeling really useless. I think I must be the only one who isn't worried about the application to the unis. Seriously, I just don't give a damn. In fact I think I am just taking the SAT II for the sake of taking it. There's no way I can achieve the CGPA required, so yeah, that's it. I don't think I even WANT to go to the Ivy Leagues. Someone knock some sense out of me, will ya? XD

And I am now officially broke. I have no idea where I spent my money. My allowance from JPA is used up. I can't look for a job because I have to study for the SAT II. I still have birthday presents to buy. I still have trips that will continue to dig in my wallet. And I still have many things I want to buy! Am I desperate or what?

Kay. So that's about the random things about me these days.

You people must be really bored to actually read this nonsensical post. XD

So long!

This post is specially for three November babies!



First of all, to Miaw Jyi whose birthday is *drumrolls* TODAY! Happy Birthday to you. Well, although you might be just too busy to see this, but still Happy Birthday!
Your present will be delivered during the weekends. XD
See I remember your birthday!


Next also birthday wishes to the two guys whom I can almost hardly diffrentiate. Alex and Alfred whose birthdays are 11th of November, Happy Early Birthday! I know this is a little early but, it's just a few days away so I thought I'd just put it all in a post. ^_^ If you guys read this, don't have to thank me. =P


I know I am thoughtful. XD


I hope you people have wonderful birthdays!

Sorry about my obsession with grafiti again. XD

We hung out, talked, gossiped, and updated each other. Somehow I seem to be the one talking the most. Hey people, how come no stories for me? =P

Mich is a great photographer. The pics I took always end up senget-ed or something. Nvm. XD

They even made me try on contact lenses. Yeah people, I got myself a pair of contact lenses. Finally. But it's just a trial for a month k?

I know I looked sleepy. I was.

Jas, Mei Mae, Van and everyone else, I am still waiting to see you people!

Oh my gosh. Finally I can blog, without worrying that the connection might just go off all of a sudden and waste all my efforts after typing a page long post.

Now, after having such a bad day on Friday, I guess things did take a different turn for me after all. The next few days were fun. Lots of outings, shoppings, and stuff.

What happened on Saturday would really stay in my mind for the rest of my life. I'm never going to forget it. I might just pass the story on to my grandchildren some day. XD

On Saturday, I went for a movie with Mei Yueh since it was the end of all her sufferings, at least for this year. Her SAT II was finally over, so it meant no more brain squeezing. And we also had to celebrate her wonderful scores for SAT I!! That reminds me, CONGRATS, Mei Yueh! I am so jealous!!!

Anyway, we went to Sunway together with Hafidz and Chyuan. Both of them were squabbling the entire day like monkeys scratching each other. Uh, did i say monkeys? XD

We had Mr. Teppanyaki for lunch. See what they did.

This is green tea. Clean and Clear.

This is green tea. After Hafidz added some cabbages with mayo in it. Eww.

Anyway I had Dorayaki too, which is supposed to be Doraemon's favourite food.

Well, I know I am known as Doralyn, but I guess Doralyn loves Dorayaki too. XD

Okay here comes the climax of the day. Me and Mei Yueh went for a movie. We watched Bourne Ultimatum which was just fantabulous. Then we met up with Soon Yi and Lee Yong for dinner. This was what happened.

Soon Yi : Hey guess what cut my hand until this bad. I bet none of you can guess it. You have 10 guesses. If you manage to guess it, the meal's on me.

Lee Yong, Me, Mei Yueh : *discussdiscussdiscuss*

Lee Yong: Is it a metal?

Soon Yi : Yes.

More discussions among us girls. Then we started guessing things ranging from scissors to grass-cutter.

Soon Yi : Three more guesses. One for each of you.

Lee Yong : What is the function of the object?

Soon Yi : For display, to provide information.

Me : *whisper* Mei Yueh, could it be a car plate?

Mei Yueh : Car plates got made of metal wan meh?

Me : Dunno leh. Maybe not. Hmm..

Then each of us just randomly guessed something just to end it and get the answer from Soon Yi. We were desperately curious by then.

Mei Yueh : Oh come on, just tell us.

Soon Yi : Alright alright, I'll tell. It's a car plate.

Me : !!!!

OMG. How dumb could anyone get? I almost got the answer!!! I could have saved my wallet from getting thinner! Oh gosh. I almost banged my head against the wall. I felt so stupid and yet smart at the same time. XD It was inexplicable. Beyond words.

Oh well, what the heck but we had a fun day out. Everything was great. Monkey and his Master were great, watching them skating were great too, movie was great, dinner was great and I leant two valueble lessons that day.

1. ALWAYS trust my own instinct. My instinct has always and will always be correct. =P

2. There ARE metal car plates.

Anyway we went out again the next day. Today I am going out again. I have been going out so much.

I think I need to start working on my SAT II.

Tonight.

Yesterday must have been the worst day of my life, so far.

From the moment I woke up till the moment I went to bed. Nothing seemed to go smoothly for me. Let me give you an account of what happened to me exactly.

First of all, since I had no classes anymore, I woke up late. At 12.00 pm to be precise. I washed up, get dressed and I'm ready. I was about to join Kate and Foong Yi for lunch when it all started. I brilliantly locked the door of my room, leaving my keys inside. How smart. And since my housemate locked the main door before going out, and my keys were in the room, I couldn't get out of the house. Kate and Foong Yi talked to the some people in the office and they sent some repairmen or whatever you call them to rescue me. It took them more than an hour to come. So Kate and Foong Yi waited an hour plus for me. =( I am so sorry!

Finally the repairmen came and besides freeing me from the house, they actually changed the entire doorknob, so I had a new key for the main door. And it was the only key and I had to duplicate it for my housemates.

Then we had lunch at Cemara Cafe and headed off to the KTM station. We took the KTM to KL Central which is 9 stops away. *sigh* Then I started to feel wrong. I felt sick and I was slightly in pain. But I was already on the way there. And when we reached KL Central, I still thought I could go on. And I couldn't possibly tell them that they would have to go without me since they already waited for me for an hour in the afternoon. But when we reached the Monorail station, I knew I couldn't go on anymore. Like it or not, I had to tell them. And I insisted that I could go back on my own.

So, we parted ways. I walked back to KL Central, but halfway, the things around me started to look blur. I knew that if I had continued, I would have fainted there and then. I looked for a seat and sat down. It didn't get any better, and I think I must have looked as pale as a ghost.

Then I didn't know what on earth made me do it, but I actually asked Mei Yueh to ask Soon Yi to fetch me. Imagine that! I mean, how can anyone ask for something so absurd?? The distance from Shah Alam to Berjaya Times Square is like REALLY far. Gosh, what the hell is wrong with me? I felt so SELFISH. How can i ever be so selfish? I am so so so so so sorry! OMG apologies apologies.

Then when I thought that I could finally walk a little, I continued my way back to KL Central. I took a rest at McD and dozed off a little. Then I took the KTM back to Shah Alam. On my way back, I was already feeling better. So I arrived in Cemara safely. XD

So I went up to 3/503 and entered the house. Then I realised that I still couldn't get into my room. Guess what I did? I broke the lock. I used my entire body weight and pushed the door open. I didn't know I am that heavy! X(

I rested, took a bath, and went for dinner with Mei Yueh at McD.

Then Soon Yi called and ask if I was okay. OMG I felt so bad! Yes I was fine by then and OMG i felt extremely terrible for having the cheek to ask him to fetch me earlier. I think I must be the worst person on Earth.

As I was heading back to Cemara, I suddenly realised, I actually LOST my new key. How can it get any worse? I had a new key and I lost it. And it was the ONLY key to that door since I haven't made any extras. I was about to get a screwdriver to break open the door when something good finally happen. I found my key, in the middle of the road. Fuh! Was I relieved!

So I went up, and rested again. I was having a headache already.
And my friends just rejected my invitation to a trip. *sigh*

It had really been a bad day. I am so sorry for all the inconviniences I caused anyone. Apologies apologies.

I hope today would be a better day.

See how messy the condition of my bed was when it was exam week.

I will remember the times we take group pictures. (when we always try to make sure everyone is in the pic)

I will remember the times we sat outside Pn. Ainon's office and other lecturers would look at us with that certain looks on their faces.

I will remember the punishments from Mr. Redza when we did something wrong.

I will remember playing fire flowers like a child.

I will certainly remember JK our class-rep.

And finally, I will remember that Boston rocks! ^_^

Ah for those from Melaka who doesn't know how my class looks like, this is it. *points down* Ignore the few guys. XD

How many more times do I have to face something like this in my life? It was just as sad when I left IJC, if not worse.

I guess Hafidz is right, we gotta move on. I guess I just have to say goodbye, and yeah, goodbye Boston.

But this goodbye is not meant for the friends that I have found in Boston.

Happy Holidays people! And enjoy!

Cheers!

P/S: Sorry that the post comes in a whole chunk. I've been trying to edit it.